Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Totally Dude!!

Today was freaking awesome I was wondering one thing though. How would we survive with no one in your corner. I love my family and I did an exercise.I went in the room and closed the door for an hour or two with no one there. It was really weird I realized that I was spoiled by family's love. We always seem to have problems but when it comes to mending together to stick together it works out like super glue. Lil sis is watching me blog so she gonna holla at yall with something......wats up this christal .....im 13 and I was wondering do anybody have teen tips other than my sis....I mean I love her but sometimes it's hard to express feelings to her ...

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Shot Down!!


Don't you hate it when you get your hopes high over someone gasing you up but not sure what is the deal. It's like saying you will get a full piece of cake but only get half. I was most def. planning on going to see my sister since she is pregnant and turns out I was shout down. As some know I'm seventeen so not fully grown still have loving parents that sometimes gets me all excited to do something and then just makes a fool of my mind set goal. I don't think they do it on purpose but I'm not going to lie and say that it doesn't hurt.

Friday, July 17, 2009

Baby Days Over?


We have to grow up if we want to or not. my problem is I don't think i'm ready yet I found myself wishing I was a baby. I did get warned about life and that is is not easy, but can it give me a little break. Watching my brother Taren made me feel kind of weird to think sooner than I know it another baby will be here. My sisters baby (oldest) can't believe suddenly can't wait. I was talking to her and she realized that she might not be grown up enough to handle her baby, which makes her a little scared.I just told her that we grow up as we go along but when we don't have enough time well then we have to grow up whether we like it or not. I'm in the process of looking for Colleges and thats a touchy subject. I can't believe soon I will be in the period of actually looking for my own.if anybody knows any good colleges you can recomend I'm all open .

Family

Life is not easy and you don't need me to tell you that . I wonder will it get easier once you are alone but truth is it depends how you look at it. It's strange how when you live with people who care and love you almost as if they smother you,we can't take the heat and then plan on moving out. As soon as we get on our own it's like we want to have that love and comfort feeling.Sometimes you even begin to wish you were a kid maybe even a baby. We say that we wish we had our family once it goes away but can you tell me ....Why is it when we have family we don't know how to treat them??