Baby Days Over?

We have to grow up if we want to or not. my problem is I don't think i'm ready yet I found myself wishing I was a baby. I did get warned about life and that is is not easy, but can it give me a little break. Watching my brother Taren made me feel kind of weird to think sooner than I know it another baby will be here. My sisters baby (oldest) can't believe suddenly can't wait. I was talking to her and she realized that she might not be grown up enough to handle her baby, which makes her a little scared.I just told her that we grow up as we go along but when we don't have enough time well then we have to grow up whether we like it or not. I'm in the process of looking for Colleges and thats a touchy subject. I can't believe soon I will be in the period of actually looking for my own.if anybody knows any good colleges you can recomend I'm all open .

Family

Life is not easy and you don't need me to tell you that . I wonder will it get easier once you are alone but truth is it depends how you look at it. It's strange how when you live with people who care and love you almost as if they smother you,we can't take the heat and then plan on moving out. As soon as we get on our own it's like we want to have that love and comfort feeling.Sometimes you even begin to wish you were a kid maybe even a baby. We say that we wish we had our family once it goes away but can you tell me ....Why is it when we have family we don't know how to treat them??